Rain Reminds Me of My Mother

Rain reminds me of my mother. She loved rain. I guess I got that from her. She was enthusiastic about most everything that grew, or that was a part of the natural world. I didn't realize until she was gone how much she knew about all kinds of flowers and trees. I think she could identify almost any tree or flower. She would remark on the texture of the bark on trees or on the amount of shade a certain type of tree provided. She knew how long trees lived — she warned us not to plant a tree that didn't have a long life span. She knew the growing conditions of an astonishing number of flowers. Even today, my mother's comments about plants continually pop into my mind when I go to the nursery — what will grow in what type of soil, whether it likes sun or shade. I usually leave the nursery with more than I can get planted, because the sound of her enthusiastic voice is in my ear.

Like a lot of people in Texas, mother used hyperbole freely. In the mornings she would say, "Isn't it a glorious day?" She liked to say things were glorious. When she ate something she liked, you could count on her to say, "That's the best ____ I ever ate!"

Fortunately for me, I "caught" her enthusiasm for living in the world day to day. As a result, I almost always wake up in the morning full of anticipation. I listen to the doves cooing for a few minutes, a sound that makes me happy (as does the sound of a train at night). I usually hurry out to the kitchen to see what has happened to the trees and flowers overnight ... what the light is like ... and which birds are on the feeder.

My mother didn't like to shop. Once in a while she would take all of her daughters on a shopping spree together, but I think it was her way of trying to get it over with as quickly as possible. I don't remember her looking at things to buy for herself (like I do when my daughter and I shop together), though I have many memories of her finding things on the racks and bringing them for me to see. She seemed more interested in talking to the sales ladies than shopping. She knew some of those ladies by name, and they remembered her. She always took us to Litchinsteins, "the" department store in Corpus Christi at the time. One of the sales ladies, who looked rather snooty to me, always recognized her and greeted her like a friend. They would chat the entire time my sisters and I shopped.

Mom hated TV, and wouldn't allow one in the house until I was twelve. However, as she got older, she got a lot of pleasure out of watching the nature shows after she had worked in her yard all day. I believe she had a happy life after her six children were all grown and gone and she was living alone. A large part of her joy was because she could work in her yard and visit with those who lived nearby or walked by.

"Isn't it a glorious day?"

Her habit of talking to everyone as if they were a friend may have been why she was attacked in her home. A man crawled in her bedroom window. When she went into her bedroom he attacked her, leaving horrific bruises on her arms. He had brought cord to tie her up and intended to harm her further, no doubt, but she began to pray in a loud voice for the Lord to forgive him. He left.

When Mother was dying, she was very weak and could barely move or speak. However, she lifted her hand and pointed to the ceiling and said again and again what sounded to me like, "Up, up!" I asked her if she meant Heaven, and there was a twinkle in her eye that I knew meant yes.

I know when she got there she said, "Isn't this glorious?"And now, as the years go by, when it rains, I think of my mother, and it's a glorious day.

What My Boss Wants Me to Know

Well here it is, spelled out, 20 things your boss expects you to know but will probably never
take the time or trouble to tell you. Of course, all bosses have their pet peeves and individual ways of doing things. These can be learned in time by watching and probing. For those first hectic weeks, however this list will ensure that you start off on the right foot and stay there as you settle in.

Here’s the list. Memorize it. Apply it.Certainly you will succeed.

1. Don’t make excuses. With rare exceptions, such as life and death crises,no boss hears or cares why something wasn’t done. Get the job done and do it on time.

2. Don’t aim for perfection. Getting the job done is more important than doing it perfectly, which can count against you if it interferes with your share of the workload. This does not mean you can be careless or sloppy.

3. Doing more than is expected. Doing only what is expected and no more puts you among the mass of expendable workers. Take the initiative and follow up on your last job. Bosses value people who do their work and look for more.

4. Anticipate problems. Ask yourself what could go wrong. When your responsibilities depend on assistance from others, make sure they know and understand what you’re requesting. If the other person doesn’t follow through, you look inept with your explanation about John having promised to take care of it. Make sure that you check up on whether the work has been done. Remember that foul-ups, and unforeseeable failures by others, are a routine part of work life.

5. Handle problems yourself. Solve whatever problems you can and try to anticipate problems before they happen. If you lack the authority to handle the situation, come prepared with suggested solutions when you broach the problem. Even though the boss may dismiss your solutions and use others, you’ll gain a reputation as a problem-solver.

6. Be punctual. No amount of staying late makes up for your not being available when other people need help with their work. Habitual lateness may result in your losing your job.

7. Take being at work seriously. People quickly become aware of who makes an effort to be in regularly and who uses any excuse to take a day off.

8. Don’t be a squeaky wheel. As a daily work style, this approach is self-defeating. Don’t be seen as “here comes a problem,” or “here comes a complaint.”

9. Choose your battles carefully. In deciding when to fight and when not to fight, here are questions to ask yourself: How much difference does this problem really make in my job life? Is it permanent or transitory? Is it worth possibly making an enemy or enemies? And, most importantly, is there a realistic chance of winning? Don’t be among the people who fling themselves into no-win job battles. Ask yourself the questions above before doing something foolish.

10. Don’t hold a grudge. You can’t win them all. Even Babe Ruth, Joe Dimaggio, and Hank Aaron didn’t get hits about 65% of the time. Expect to lose sometimes and you won’t squander your energy, the goodwill of your allies, and the patience of your boss by turning every issue into a personal crusade.

11. Deal with the decision-makers. This is the best way to get action. Dealing with people with less authority is usually a waste of time and effort. Your most elaborate and impressive presentation often gets passed on to the real power in a watereddown version such as “Mark thinks we ought to change this procedure.”

12. Understand boss language. “If it’s not too much trouble” means “Do it…and the sooner the better.” “If I may make a small suggestion…” means “Do it this way.” “I don’t want to rush you,” means “Hurry up.”

13. Learn what others are doing. This is an essential often forgotten. People get caught up doing their individual tasks and forget the big company picture. The course of your career can be altered by keeping the overall picture in mind. What were last year’s triumphs and failures for the organization? What is being planned?hat are the organization’s major goals and fears? How does your job relate with all that is going on? Learn these things and you’ll know how and when to press for your goals.

14. Get along with co-workers. No boss is interested in who is “right” in a co-worker squabble: all he or she knows is that internal battles mean less production. To your boss, when you’re involved, you’re automatically wrong. For this reason, be willing to make concessions for the sake of maintaining the peace. This means sometimes letting others do it their way, even if you know your way is better and you can prove it.

15. Be discreet. Never discuss organization business and people in detail or by name in public places where strangers can overhear. Even in private, be discreet with outsiders about organization politics, problems, and business.

16. Develop a sense of timing. Have the patience to wait for an appropriate occasion or situation. Many factors – the boss’s mood, the success of your last project, the company’s latest quarterly earnings report – can make the difference between a yes and a no, a promotion and a dismissal.

17. Don’t lie. Nothing is so serious that lying won’t make it worse. If you’re caught in a lie, you lose your credibility, which can be harmful to your career.

18. Read industry publications. It’s important to know what is going on in your industry, and trade publications will help keep you informed. This exercise will also demonstrate you are interested in your job, your company, and the importance of
professional trade news.

19. Get to know your peers. Join and be active in one or more professional and trade organizations. Contacts you make and information you glean will aid you on a personal level whenever you change jobs – while improving your status with your current boss.

20. Make no assumptions. When you find yourself thinking or saying, “I never expected such behavior from her/him,” or conversely, “I’m so disappointed. I was sure they would do it this way…” you know you’ve made the mistake of projecting your outlook concerning others’ behavior. That’s a narrow, problem-generating attitude that irritates bosses.

As a result of this enormous pool of skilled workers, career competition is fierce, not only for
baby boomers but for everyone at every age. Under these competitive work place conditions good enough will never succeed. Understanding how to satisfy your superiors by doing things without them having to ask will help propel you above the status of just another expendable worker. By following these guidelines, you will be showing awareness and initiative that, if sustained, will surely be noticed.

Cheers
K.K Arun Krishna

A Software Engineer's feelings.....

It was raining heavily outside. Dark clouds gathered in the sky and nature was in its ominous best. I took a break from my work and went to the pantry to grab a cup of coffee. I had a sip and went near the window to see the rain pouring down heavily outside the glass structure.. I was inside our huge office building, unruffled by even the fierceness of the nature.
Through the heavy transparent glass, I could see a small girl trying to hold on to her umbrella which the wind was snatching away from her. I felt sorry for the girl, and was happy that I was not in a similar pathetic situation. Yes. I take pride for the fact that I am a software engineer.
I have everything which a common man would envy; money, status, respect, you name it I have it. I always wanted to be software professional and here I am, working for one of the best firms in the world. But then, am I really happy? Now, I could see an imprint of my palm on the other glass window, through which I reminisced my past, basked in the warmth of the sun shine.
My childhood was so much of fun. I vividly remember those rainy days, when I hugged my mother tightly during sleeping listening to all the stories told by her. Now, I have a big house here, but then it is just a house, not a home. My parents are pretty far away from me now. I have a cell phone to talk to them everyday, but then I really miss those dinners which I had with my family everyday. I could easily afford to taste all the different cuisines these days, but the best of food there, lack the love and affection which is present in the food prepared by my mother.
I threw a lavish party for my colleagues for my birthday, but then they would never replace the birthdays when my friends secretly brought a cake and at the end, half of the cake would have ended up on my face. The couple of hundred bucks that u save for a long period just to give a treat to your friends in the road side chat shop can never give the pleasure even after spending a few thousand bucks these days.
The scene of me crying and refusing to have dinner on the day when I fought with my best friend came to my mind. Today, she has gone far away from me, taking away my love and with it my life, but I am sitting and coding here with a false smile on my face. Everyday I meet new people, but then I long ceased to make a new friend.
It's true that I have a lot of things now. I have a nice bed, but no time to sleep. Lots of money, but no friends to spend it with. The latest designer clothes, but a worn out body . Quite a few to flirt, but no one to love. Awards for technical excellence, but no reward for the crave for peaceful ambience.. A confident demeanor, but a reluctant and apathetic mind. Full of rain, but no sunshine even in the farthest distance.
Now, I could see the small girl on the road enjoying in the rain with her umbrella firmly in her grip. She might not have all the comforts which I have, but then she has the innocence and fun which I lost a long time back.
I have decided to come out of this false fantasy, even if it is at the expense of losing the tap of the software engineer. I am going to again enjoy my life. I am going to go out in the rain and play with the small kid now. I removed my tie, and went near my computer to shut it down. Just then, I saw a new mail alert in my mail box. I slowly opened outlook and I found a message from my manager with an attachment saying that there was a critical defect in the code and I have to fix it soon. I convinced myself that I am not going to get bogged down again by these pressures and stick to my decision. I ignored the mail and went to the rest room. After a couple of minutes, the software engineer in me came out, his shirt tucked in with the perfect tie knot, sat before the computer, and started typing,

Cheers
K.K Arun Krishna